Lea's Life Journey

Here we go.. #1 Spring Day - BTS  Lagunya berisi tentang orang kangen. Iya, saat-saat sekarang itu semua orang lagi kengan-kangennya, kangen ngumpul-ngumpul, kangen beraktivitas kembali seperti sebelum Pandemi Covid-19. Kangen orang tua karena belum sempet mudik di lebaran kemarin. BTS kangen sama fans-nya, yang mana cuma bisa ketemu di konser doang, dan karena situasi kek gini mereka jadi membatalkan konser yang harusnya udah dimulai bulan April kemarin. Lagu ini terakhir dinyanyikan tahun 2017, lalu kemarin dinyanyikan lagi dan saya nangis kejer dong :((

Oke, pertama-tama aku mau cur-col dulu, berhubung aku sudah lama sekali nggak posting apapun di blog ini.  Jadi perasaanku saat menulis ini adalah: aku merasa hina sekali. Merasa hina karena merasa jadi orang yang nggak konsisten dengan mengabaikan blog ini sehingga menyebabkan postingan bolong selama empat jalan lima bulan lamanya.  Hmmph.  Maafkan aku, maafkan aku. Aku bisa memberi penjelasan, kok. Nanti, ya. Nggak sekarang. Sekarang kita fokus ke topik dulu. Zaman sekarang, siapa sih, yang nggak suka mendengarkan musik?  Musik udah jadi  half of life  dari sebagian orang. Musik itu bisa penyalur perasaan secara instan, sekaligus bisa jadi stimulan seseorang untuk rileks dan mengusir hal-hal yang merusak ketenangan jiwa.  Musik biasanya paling jago dalam urusan mempengaruhi perasaanku, kalau mendengarkan lagu melow alias galau apalagi pas patah hati, lagunya habis, nyawaku juga habis dilindes kereta api. :( Karena itu, seb...

"Gave you the space so you could breathe, I kept my distance so you would be free, And hoped that you'd find the missing piece, To bring you back to me, Why don't you remember? Don't you remember? The reason you loved me before, Baby, please remember me once more," -Don't You Remember - Adele

Tried to take a picture Of love Didn't think I'd miss her That much I want to fill this new frame But its empty Tried to write a letter In ink Its been getting better I think I got a piece of paper But its empty Its empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty And I've even wondered If we Should be getting under These sheets We could lie in this bed But its empty Its empty Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty Oh oh Oh oh Oooooh Oh oh Oh oh Maybe we're trying Trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty We're empty We're empty Or will we end up getting hurt Is this love a myth So tell me are you in for this There's so much more than ...

What would I do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in, and you kicking me out You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down What's going on in that beautiful mind I'm on your magical mystery ride And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright [Pre-Chorus:] My head's under water But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind [Chorus:] 'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning 'Cause I give you all of me And you give me all of you, ohoh [Verse 2:] How many times do I have to tell you Even when you're crying you're beautiful too The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood You're my downfall, you're my muse My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues I can't stop singing, it's ri...

Its 4 am, Im waking up to your perfume Dont get up, Ill get through on my own I dont know if Im home or if I lost my way into your room Im spiraling into my doom, Im feeling half alive But I know one day you and I will be free To live and die by our own rules Free despite the fact that men are fools Im almost alive And I need you to try and save me Its okay that were dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight Well, excuse me while I get killed softly Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you Im okay At least till yesterday you know you caught me off my highest guard Believe me when I say it's hard, well get through this tonight And I know one day you and I will be free To live and die by our own rules Free despite the fact that men are fools Im almost alive And I need you to try and save me Its okay that were dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight And you touch my hand ever so slightly Girl, Im not ready for this yet And the deadly looks you ...

Menghilanglah dari kehidupanku Enyahlah dari hati yang tlah hancur Kehadiran sosokmu kian menyiksaku Biarkan di sini ku menyendiri Pergilah bersamanya di sana  Dengan dia yang ada segalanya  Bersenang-senanglah sepuasnya Biarkan di sini ku menyendiri Terlintas keinganan tuk dapat Hilang ingatan agar semua terlupakan Dan ku berlari sekencang-kencangnya yuk melupkanmu yang tlah berpaling Di sini, kembali Kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan Dan kuhancurkan adanya Di sini, kembali Kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan Dan kuhancurkan adanya Letih, di sini Ku ingin hilang ingatan Letih, di sini Ku ingin hilang ingatan Letih, di sini Ku ingin hilang ingatan Letih, di sini Ku ingin hilang ingatan Di sini, kembali Kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan Dan kuhancurkan adanya Di sini, kembali Kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan Dan kuhancurkan adanya Pergilah bersamanya d...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no... Once again There's nothing here for me, on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all...

Tak ada kisah tentang cinta Yang bisa terhindar dari air mata Namun kucoba menerima hatiku Membuka siap untuk terluka  Cinta tak mungkin berhenti  Secepat saat aku jatuh hati Jatuhkan hatiku kepadamu Sehingga hidupku pun berarti Cinta tak mudah berganti Tak mudah berganti jadi benci Walau kini aku harus pergi Tuk sembuhkan hati

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me and you're heart start to wonder where on this earth I could be thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet and you'll see me on the corner of the street

You and I go hard  At each other like we going to war  You and I go rough  We keep throwing things and slamming the door You and I get so Damn dysfunctional we stuck keeping score You and I get sick Yah, I know that we can't do this no more But Baby there you again There you again making me love you Yeah I stopped using my head Using my head let it all go Got you stuck on my body On my body like a tatto And now I'm feeling stupid Feeling stupid crawling back to you So I cross my heart And I hope to die That I'll only stay with you one more night Trying to tell you no But my body keeps on telling you yes Trying to tell you stop But your lipstick got me so out of breath I'd waking up Feeling satisfied but guilty as hell But Baby there you again There you again making me love you Yeah I stopped using my head Using my head let it all go Got you stuck on my body On my body like a tatto And now I'm feeling stupid Feeling stupid craw...

Saat aku tertawa dia atas semua Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku Aku ingin engkau selalu ada Aku ingin engkau aku kenang Selama aku masih bisa bernafas Masih sanggup berjalan Ku 'kan slalu memujamu Meski ku tak tahu lagi Engkau ada dimana Dengarkan aku Ku merindukanmu Saat aku mencoba Merubah sgalanya Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku Aku ingin engkau selalu ada Aku ingin engkau aku kenang  Selama aku masih bisa bernafas  Masih sanggup berjalan  Ku 'kan slalu memujamu Meski ku tak tahu lagi Engkau ada dimana  Dengarkan aku Ku merindukanmu 

I wish that this  night would never be over There's plenty of time to sleep when we die  So let's stay awake until we grow older If I had my wah we'd never close our eyes, our eyes, never! I don't wanna let a minute get away Cause we got no time to lose  None of us are promised to see tomorrow And what we do is ours to choose Forget about the sunrise Fight the sleep in your eyes I don't wanna miss a second with you Let's stay this way forever It's only getting better if we want it to You know, I wish that this  night would never be over There's plenty of time to sleep when we die  So let's stay awake until we grow older If I had my wah we'd never close our eyes, our eyes, never! It's hard to think this could fade away But what goes up must come down  Why can't we just live life with no consequence And always live in the now Forget about the sunrise Fight the sleep in your eyes I don...

Cold as ice And more bitter than a December Winter night That's how I treated you And I know that I I sometimes tend to lose my temper And I cross the line Yeah that's the truth I know it gets hard sometimes But I could never Leave your side No matter what I say Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now, But I really need you near me to Keep my mind off the edge If I wanted to leave I would have left by now, But you're the only one that knows me Better than I know myself All along I tried to pretend it didn't matter If I was alone But deep down  I know If you were gone For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn Cause I'm lost without you. I know it gets hard sometimes But I could never Leave your side No matter what I say Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now, But I really need you near me to Keep my mind off the edge If I wanted to leave I would have left by now, But you're the on...

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Setiap manusia di dunia Pasti punya kesalahan Tapi hanya yang pemberani Yang mau mengakui Setiap manusia di dunia Pasti pernah sakit hati Hanya yang berjiwa satria Yang mau memaafkan Betapa bahagianya Punya banyak teman Betapa senangnya Betapa bahagianya Dapat saling menyayangi Mensyukuri karunia-Nya Hebat banget kalo bisa kaya lagunya Sherina ini. Kalo salah -> mengakui. Kalo disakiti -> memaafkan. Jarang-jarang lho, ada orang yang kayak gini. Makannya aku pengen jadi SATRIA, jadinya aku memaafkan orang yang udah mungkin, buat aku kesal dan malu setengah mati. Hasilnya.. enggak parah-parah amat kok. Well, memafkan itu indah. Jadi, mending maadin duluan deh, daripada orangnya minta maaf sama kita :)